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[19 Mar 2005|11:40pm]
[ mood | Down right dreary! ]

My Chemical Romance's new video for the song "Helena", makes me cry!

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[20 Feb 2005|05:34pm]

Okay...so I don't have school tomorrow. Nopers. Why? Because this country is wierd. Yeppers. We get the day off for...-thinks- Presidents Day...Wierd. Oh! And we had Valentine's Day off last week because of Lincoln's Birthday. Hmmm...yeah. But I'm not complainin'. I don't have to see Anderson. Oh! Dang! But I have to see him double time on Tuesday... Oh well. Hmmm. I'm just rambling. For no reason. FOAMY! Must watch Foamy. Okay. Toodles. >.< FOAMY!

<3 Devin
(Foamy is our Lord and Master.)

m15m  for fun times.

 

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[10 Jan 2005|06:50pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

 

Sadly, it has come to this, because some brats had to go screwing with me. So now anyone who wishes to befriend this one, has to comment. I doubt many people will be adding me though, but who cares. I don't want those (censored) to get on here and read my thoughts so...

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[09 Jan 2005|10:02pm]
Rabbit, Nellie, and Sare, are your lives really so boring an meaningless that you have to screw with my life? Really, this is low and really pathetic. Grow up, get a life and get out of mine. ^_^
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[13 Dec 2004|07:12pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Woot! I'm so proud of myself! I'm learning to play "Please Don't Let It Go" on the guitar! It's really easy! But the fact that I'm playing the guitar and what I'm playing actually sounds right, is amazing! I haven't played the guitar since sometime last year. I gave up because everything I tried to play, I ruined. But I just learned that I'm better at playing chords than tabs! It's so awesome! I never want to play tabs again! Chords rule man! I love me purdy little chords that sound oh so right! ^_^ Okay...I'm gonna go play some more...toodles.

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[09 Dec 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | Nanners is so cute! ]

Eeps! *skips around* I'm so excited! My evil english teacher has finally come up with a cool assignment that I can't wait to do! Woot! It's a song analysis! I'm so stoked! We get to choose any song we want, and we have to analyze it, and find atleast three litarary devices in it. Woot! I'm so excited! We get to play the song in class! I don't know what song I'm going to do, but it's definately doing a H.I.M. song! Yeppers! I've got a list going: The Sacrament, Soul on Fire (my theme song!), The Path, and Razorblade Kiss. I really don't want to do anything from Razorblade Romance because it's their most popular album and everyone who listens to H.I.M. because it's the trend knows that one. So I'm gonna prolly do one from Love Metal, though I could do one from one of the other cd's that I don't own, but I'd have to sing it in front of the class. Yeppers! Anyone got any suggestions?

Hmmm...I just realized that even though I hate Xmas, I can't wait for it this year. If I'm lucky I might get lots of purdy H.I.M. junk! Woot! And the two cd's I need to complete my collection. Then I'll just have to get the singles set. Then I'll have to hunt the bootlegs. Ooo! Ooo! Then I'll have to get the dvd with all the videos on it...Yeppers! Xmas is gonna be good if I can get junk! ^ ^  Now I'm all excited. Okay. I have to shut up. Toodles! ^ ^

p.s. My doggy got a hair cut from my sister and he looks so cute! Ooo! And I'm gonna wear my big wings to school tomorrow! ^_^


Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz. *stares at results* I've gotta stop takin' those quizzes...
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[04 Dec 2004|11:17am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Okay...so I was watching the "Solitary Man" video, and when it was over, I started watching the "Sacrament" video. But now I'm watching the "Sacrament" video again, and "Solitary Man" is still stuck in my head! Gah! It's madness! Oh well. It's a good song. *sigh* So Ville should be better today, and playing another show (hopefully). I don't think he should do anymore for awhile. I think he should just rest. But watch! He'll go right ahead, doing his shows and he'll end up in terrible condition and I'll end up in the mental home! Not that I don't want to be there...But if it's because that man forces me to have a mental break down, then I don't want to be there! *sigh* I'm crazy. And I love Ville's hips. I don't know why, but that man's hips are just...I want those hips. Okay...I'm shutting up now. Toodles.

<3

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[02 Dec 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Okay. I just found out Ville's in the hospital. I'm sitting her crying my eyes out. I don't even know what he's in for but I'm totally depressed. I hope he's okay. OMG! I can't believe he's in the hospital. I just saw a couple of days ago and he was fine! I'm having an emotional break down and crying over someone I don't even know. Wow. I feel like a moron. I hope he's okay.

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Festival Seating Rules!!! [30 Nov 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | tired but happy! ]

Hi! *waves* ^_^

So I went to the H.I.M. concert last night! Woohoo! It was totally awesome! I got there right when the doors opened, I was there a little before that but then my mom decided to go and get dinner! *growl* We got in pretty quick which was cool, because it was freezing cold outside!

Auf Der Maur was awesome! But when Monster Magnet came on, I almost wanted to leave! They were horrible and the lead singer was making me sick! He was so gross! So I was pretty excited when they left the stage. The instant they did everyone rushed foreward. I was somewhere in the middle, but by the time they quit shoving, I was right up front, two people from the stage and my beautiful Vilo! ^_^ He was so amazing! I'm still trying to convince myself that I actually saw him!

For the sake of him_lover_yt , Ville was wearing: pin-striped suit, the hat that supposedly belongs to his lucky g/f, and he picked up a nice set of fingerless Jack Skelington gloves and a sparkly scarf someone threw on stage (so basicly he looked the same as he usually does). Which reminds me that I forgot to bring my little stuffed bat to toss! T_T Luckily I have a friend whose going to the show on saturday, so hopefully she'll take little Dracie and fly him onto the stage for Ville (mostly for me)! ^_^ I think he'd really like having a little bat plushie! Someone else tossed up a Spongebob talking watch. Ville really liked that, and started to babble about it. He said something about Burgerking giving away free watches but still feeding you the same poison. It was hillarious!

Eeps! I love Ville sooo much! He was so cute! One girl was being pulled out by security because she was being squashed, so while she was being held up by them, she took a grab at Ville. She got his arms, but he just danced away and waved at her, then made his hand into a phone and asked her to call him. It was so cute! I'm so jealous of her! T_T I was hoping to get a chance to catch them after, but my dad said that that wasn't part of the deal! Gah! Hello! That's part of the concert! But I can't complain, I did get to go.

By the end of the night, I was bruised and drench in the sweat of about fifty people I didn't know, and my sister got groped by some guy that we had been talking to. But I still had a great time. We didn't get home till nearly one in the morning. Woohoo! My friends at school had me tell them all about it. I'm sad that they couldn't come with me, but they don't listen to H.I.M., so I don't think they would've been as happy as I am. I'm so tired, but I had to update, and now that I have I'm going to go to sleep. Toodles!

<3

Some crappy pictures that I got and all the songs I rememberCollapse )

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[28 Nov 2004|03:05pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

WOOHOO! CONCERT'S TOMORROW! *dances around singing*


Which HP Kid Are You?


My Phase is Nemesis



Which Phase of the Greek Tragic Cycle Are You?



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Darkness
Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Darkness Sprite
Cruel, beautiful, ominous and evil
You are a sprite of Darkness: Most shiver at the
sound of your name, you are ominous and
something to be feared. Humans are playthings
to you, toys for your own horrid uses.
Heartless and cruel you love the pain and
hardships of others, sometimes you are the
cause. You are very beautiful on the outside
which will entrance any mortal into believing
what you lead them to, but sooner or later they
will understand the deadly ways of your true
nature. Despite your dark side you are very
talented, you have many gifts that you leave
locked up in favor of whatever else your doing
at the moment. The feeling of love is alien and
unwanted, it frightens you. Perhaps the only
thing that does, you are quite brave and things
rarely surprise or startle you.


.::=What type of mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla

werecat
From witches who could change into cats with magic
spells, to tribes of anthropomorphic tigers
living in the jungles of Malaysia, to
bloodthirsty werecats of Japan who would prey
on humans for sustenance, tales of werecats
rival their more well-known werewolf cousins in
number.

As a werecat, you are aggressive, fiercely
independant, short-tempered and prone to
violent outbursts. You can also be very kind
though, by protecting those you care for from
those who wish to do them harm. Those who
befriend you are very lucky (as long as they
stay on your good side!)


Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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Take the quiz: "what color rose does you soul have*PICS*"

The black rose
yours is the black rose you care for no one and if you do its vary few so have been hurt and broken and have no god because no one can judge you but your self stay the way you are beczuse it the only way that you will find happiness
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[25 Nov 2004|07:15pm]

OMG! Okay, so my lil sis (Dani boi!) found the "Buried Alive By Love" video, and put it on my myspace, and I was watching it, and I thought "Wow! Vilo's super hot! OMG! I'm going to see that hot guy live, in person on Monday!" It was so sureal! It's amazing! I just can't stop thinking, "OMG! I'm going to see H.I.M. live!" It so just...shocking! Gah! I can't stop talking about that dang concert! I'm so excited though! There's only 3 days left, not counting today! *sobs* It's going to be the longest 3 days of my life! If I screw anything up my dad's gonna sell my tickets!

Oh! I took a picture of me with more bat wings! ^_^ I plan on wearing these ones to the concert!

 

Hehe! I did it in black and white! ^_^

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[23 Nov 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | excited ]

OMG!!! I'M ON THE VERGE OF HAVING A HEARTATTACK!!! *spaz attack*

Okay, my dad just got me tickets for the H.I.M. concert. Its going to be on Monday! That means there's only 5 DAYS! 5 DAYS TILL THE GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!! OMG! I don't think I'm going to live! I'm like totally freaking out! I can't believe that I'm going to be in the same building as the Ville Valo! OMG! Okay, I didn't think I'd freak about going to the concert, but I didn't really think I'd get to go. So now that I really am going, I'm like freaking out! OMG!!! I can't breath! This is going to be so friggin awesome! OMG! Can you tell I'm stoked?! GAH! I'm having an emotional overload!

GAH! NONE OF MY MOOD ICON DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL! *sobs and stabs blue bobble for being so not excited*

HASH(0x8b77cf4)
YOUR ELEMENT IS EVIL.YOU ARE WAY BETTER THAN THE
CONTROLER OF DARKNESS.YOU CONTROL YOUR EVILNESS
FROM YOUR ENERGY.YOU ARE PROBLY THE MOST HATED
PERSON IN THE WHOLE SCHOOL AND WORSHIP YOU KNOW
WHO(SCARY WAY SCARY)YOUR MINIONS ARE DARK AND
YOU PLAN FOR WORLD DOMINATION.BEWARE THE
ANGELS.YOU CAN FIGHT AND CHOOSE TO FIGHT
ALOT.YOUR FAVORITE COLOR IS BLACK OF COURSE
AND YOU ARE VERY GOTHIC.YOUR EYES ARE BLACK AND
YOUR HAIR IS PURPLE AND WHITE.YOU SEEM LONLY
AND YOU ARE AS LONG AS YOU KEEP HATIN.YOUR
SERVENTS ARE VAMPIRES.

What is your TRUE anime elemenet or THING THAT you CONTROL (with AMAZING pics)
brought to you by Quizilla hehe! i loves friendies!
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[22 Nov 2004|08:57pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VILO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VILO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VILO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VILO!!!  ^_^   Eeps! I'm sooooo excited! Vilo's birthday means that its only ten more days till the concert of my dreams! Gah! I can't wait to see me Vilo live! Him, standing on that stage, singing (well, if he isn't punch drunk that is). Its gonna be soooo awesome! ^_^  My friends think I'm nuts cuz I kept a picture of Ville in my undies today! ^_^ What?! I took him out to p.e. and I had nowhere to put him! So, I stuck him in the safest place I could think of, me undies! I know! I'm crazy! But he was my butt buddy! Literally! Weeee! Okay, I'm done. Toodles!

 

10 DAYS LEFT!!!

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[19 Nov 2004|08:55pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

I heard the new Apocalptica(?) song, Bittersweet, just now and it was...amazing! Considering that I hate The Rasmus and think that Lauri sounds like a boy-band singer! it was an amazing song and video. Lauri was very edgy and kinda sounded like Joe Elliott of Def Leppard. and Vilo was just soo...beautifully Vilo! It was...I was just...blown away (as i find myself speachless). Sami-bear, you'd love it...Maybe not. You don't seem into the dark heavy metal music. But its an awesome song. Very dark and kinda metal-y, and just so pretty (haha! pretty like Vilo)! I'm gonna go listen to it again.

<3

p.s. if you noticed, i put a lovely little question mark to show that i have no idea what i'm talking about! XP

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[11 Nov 2004|02:54pm]
[ mood | i miss todd! T_T ]

okay, one of my friends did this, so i tried it. i scored 57. check it out.

clicky clicky!Collapse )

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[10 Nov 2004|05:43pm]
no
Your crazy but, fun to hang out with:) Sometimes
you go nuts over a question(lol) Also you don't
care what you look like. As long as your fun
and have lots of friends:) Your one of a kind:)


What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)
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okay, lets change that from lots of friends, to a few friends who are lots of fun! because i don't like 'em when they're boring!

Take the quiz: "Lips."

Bared Teeth!
Let's make this description easy, for both our sakes. When I say a word, think if it matches your personality: Angry, hateful, loud, reckless, hated, riot-instigator, rocker, head banger, aggravated, free spirited, LOUD, out of control, mebbe hungry?, unkept, has your own mind/ opinion, yells out these opinions at strangers, weird, a freak- I mean that in the most honoured way, too. Ding ding ding! We've got Bared Teeth!

hehe. bared teeth! thats cute.
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[08 Nov 2004|09:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ahahahaha! ROTF LMFAO! okay! someone on my friends list awhile back, did these pictures of harry and draco from the harry potter movies, kissing. they were so cute, so i saved them. well, i rp on this harry potter site, and now they have this new server or something, and you can have pictures in your charrie profile. so i decided to make a new s/n, which is beautifulgaylove, and then i made this beautiful graphic signiture with the kissing pictures, and posted in a couple of topics, the message being: "LOOKY!" well, the closed minded morons on the site all got disgusted and tattled on me, so now my new s/n with its pretty graphics is banned. but i figure i'll post my art here in my lj, where it can be appreciated by all you gay romance lovers. ^_^ i think its cute and totally acceptable in todays society. i mean if george bush gets to be president, then i should be able to have daniel radcliffe and tom felton kissing in my siggy, dangit! oh well, i'll stop rambling now and put up the siggy.

okay, thats it. now its not that disgust is it? no...didn't think so. okay, toodles buttercups. ^_^

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[06 Nov 2004|07:51pm]

LOOKY WHAT I DID! ^_^

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[06 Nov 2004|01:26pm]
[ mood | hyper & annoyed ]

 me and my vilo geanie! (haha! i mixed his name it is now vilo! XP take that turkeys!) [my sister did this piccy for moi! i loove her!]

okay, i went with my dad and sis to costco today, and on the way home i was listening to razorblade romance, and join me came on and i'm sitting there thinking "gah! i hate this song." i don't know why i thought that. its a great song and all, but its the song that all the "cool kids" like and so i'm, "like this song totally sucks! its the trendy song." i mean, its the song that made H.I.M. popular. *sigh* yeah, i'm nuts. i personally like razorblade kiss better. oh! and anyone who cares enough to look at what musique i'm listening to will see that i have funny song by join me, thats because thats what the band calls it. vilo can't seem to understand why that song's so popular, he doesn't think its that great, and i almost agree, but i like the piano so i can't. *sigh* yeah, i love ranting.

 (okay, i had about a 5 min. pause in my updating, during which i had to vaccum, and my baby sister left her clothes all over the place, so i was ranting 'bout that, then i had this random thought, "i wanna eat babies." i blame that thought on my history teacher mr. crook, because we've been learning about the crusades, and they ate babies.)

okay, i had a monster on the way home from costco, and i was already hyper before that, now i'm about ready to crawl out of my skin! gah! i'm so friggin antsy! gah! i wish i knew if anyone was doing anything cool, so i could go hang with them. kurses! *sigh* i want to die my hair like pink or something, and it would look cool, because my hair is frizzy, and i could put it up in a messy bun and it would look like an explosion of some random color, instead of just plain hair. yeah, well, i'm gonna shut up now. toodles. <3

 

 

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[04 Nov 2004|07:55pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

OH YEAH! I GOTS RAZORBLADE ROMANCE BACK! me mommy borrowed its! *nods* yeppers! and took it for a long time. i was sad.

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